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and here i am once again [28 Aug 2005|11:55pm] [ mood | drained ] long time kids.. well nothing much, summer is almost over and im kind of sad. i lost too many friends this summer, and havent gained any i miss talking to kait, shane, and dan all the time. i cant go back to philly before school cause well just cause. the next time im in town, will probly be the end of october? im doing crew this year, and ill kick ass. going to the public school [oviously] i have a new addiction for fruit loops, apple juice, and go gert. myspace is fucking addicting man, i should have never gotten one. and well..nothing is looking up..i need to go to a party with all of my friends me and becca have a new goal--learn how to play D and D so we can kick all of our loser friends asses at it. tomorrow is my last day of work until next summer, and honestly im gunna miss it. well thats it. ♥Lauren say something

america need no more chicken y goat [04 Jun 2005|12:04pm] [ mood | crazy ] hellooo..this is lasuren and amanda!!!..we did a science thing last night and lauren peed her pants because amanda made her! haha..we are now listening to blue collar cd and peeing our pants!..haha..amanda would you like to say anything?..well hello! alright thanks for that amanda..haha anyways... ive been happy now not really sure what school i want to go to next year..people cry alot in philly cause they miss me, but i dont believe them, because if it took them this long, then they mist have missed the time period when i was depressed but whatever its not my problem anymore ok bye..amanda say bye...bye... say something

[23 May 2005|11:32am] [ mood | sick ] when we look into peoples eyes, we see the color the texture..but only some people can look and see everything we try to hide everyday..the pain, excitment, laughter, tears, promises that were never kept..but how do you know when you found the beholder that sees everything you've been hiding for so long?..what if they already found someone else, maybe their not that into you..are they really worth crying over?..i think they are, because it takes someone special to know who you really are..don't ever let that person go... say something

[22 Apr 2005|01:02pm] i dont talk to anyone from home and this is what happens..i didnt even know yesterday was shanes birthday..i feel so upset over that..i should give him a belated birthday call when he gets out of school...hmmmm....maybe i will.... say something

please dont speek, you'll bring a tear to my eye [29 Mar 2005|07:52pm] just take it WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? 1 $ays it's gonna be 0k // say something

[24 Mar 2005|07:58pm] Dear Boy, I do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but I do hope it is soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won't compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy. I hope you will remember that I prefer daisies to roses, and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes aren't blue, they're hazel, and they sometimes change with my mood. Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don't be afraid to kiss me. I won't slap you or push you away. I'm sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is that I'll be with you. If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me close and I'll heal quickly. And, if it is because of you, I'll heal just the same. And if we decide to break up, please understand that I may be bitter, but I'd like to be your friend if you'll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you'll never admit it, and when you are ready we'll have a friendship. Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles. I hope you don't think that I'm asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and ...(sigh)...I've never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask. Yours always, Me say something

[26 Jan 2005|05:58pm] Ask me four questions... Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. I might not answer them publicly, though! In turn, you post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you... run away run away and say goodbye..its time to break free you better break free 2 $ays it's gonna be 0k // say something

[23 Jan 2005|02:47am] ^Friends Only, Comment And I'll Add You^ 2 $ays it's gonna be 0k // say something

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